I wonder why..
Submitted by jesh on Fri, 02/13/2009 - 14:34.
I wonder why the things I hate can sometimes the things that can make me happy.
I hate it when students just roaming around the washroom, when they know the fact that I'm cleaning..
Yet I wonder, why my angry feeling just vanish away in just a click every time some of the students says, "ate sorry nahugaw" or "ate pwede mosulod?".
I just found myself saying, "it's o.k" with a smile in my face.
I don't know how the feeling was being develop inside of me in just a glimpse of the students who really care for.
I hate it when grade school students playing in the hallway, throwing garbage in the walkway, and making my work delay..
Yet, every time they smile at me, I just know where my madness go.
And then again I found myself, playing and even teasing them.
I really wonder why in just a simple smile of those children can make me feel calm.
Perhaps, I may not always met those students who really care for and appreciate the things we've done as a working students. I, now know how to handle those students or children who never know the meaning of the kind of work we have.
Happiness can sometimes found to the things that we less expected. Indeed, they really come unexpectedly.
I hope God will guide me and give me the sense of understanding to my daily work, and the patience to stay calm as well as to the others.
God blesss us always..
-jesh-
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you have such a pure heart...
Many times in my life I was also frustrated with the actions of people who are not that sensitive and considerate. Yet I realized that I could not just hate them. In my case, the more that I get irritated without them knowing or caring at all, the more bitter I become and the more my day got so destroyed. So I guess, the best thing I could do is to be more patient- but if its getting tougher, just reflect on this: For we know the one who said, "Vengeance belongs to me; I will pay them back," and again, "The Lord will judge his people." (Hebrews 10:30)
You have such a pure heart because not all have that trait of loving the things they supposed to hate... I know that the Lord will really bless you.
"For I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and future."
-Jeremiah 29:11-
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